Life of an Average
Athlete: In my Shoes
By no means am I the best in the world, nor am I the worst.
I fall somewhere into the middle, don’t get me wrong I am not putting myself down
by saying that at all. I’m simply just stating what it is and where I stand.
Regardless of my skill level every day I strive to be the best that I can be on
court and make it to the top. To improve my skills and not let anything stand
in my way, the determination of wanting to succeed drives me forward. Being an
athlete is one of the unique experiences in life, the ability to perform in a
sport and be able travel the world while at it. This is something that I have
been fortunate enough to have the opportunity to do and would not trade it for
anything.
The Beginning
I was granted a late start at badminton, starting training
at 18 years old with the Alberta Elite program that ran 2 times a week. Through
my friends and also under the guidance of my coaches I fell in love with the sport
and at that point decided that I wanted to see how far I could get. I knew that
I had started very late and that it might be impossible to even compete at a
high level but that didn’t discourage me. I actually never even thought about
competing at the international level at all until much later on. At first it
was all just about enjoying the game and playing the local junior tournaments.
That soon turned into playing the senior tournaments and nationals. Not too
long after that all I did was eat, sleep, and breathe badminton. It was my life
and that would not change for the foreseeable future no matter what came my
way.
2015 Canada Open, Men's Singles against China. (Photo courtesy of Joseph Yeung) |
My mom was the one who first planted the idea in my head, it
started with her asking if Trinidad had a badminton team. That was all it took
and before long I was in contact with the former national coach and then with
the current coach and other players. Just like that I found myself on a flight
down to my other home to play some badminton against the countries players. I
arrived and met one of the most influential people in my career, Anil Seepaul.
Anil was a 5 time national singles champion as well as having many other
doubles and mixed titles to his name. His club was called CRISTARS and little
did I know that it would so become my club to. I spent almost 6 months in
Trinidad at that time, taking a semester off of school. I got my passport which
would allow me to compete internationally representing Trinidad on the world
stage, then it happened. I played my first international tournament of my life.
October 2008 Anil and I flew off to Puerto Rico for the Puerto Rico
International. That was the start of my career as a professional athlete. I had
the pleasure of playing Anil in the finals and winning my first national
singles title in the 2015 Trinidad nationals. I still have and will always have
a great amount of respect for him as well as am extremely thankful for all he
has done.
Winning my 1st men's singles national title, and 2nd place in both doubles and mixed |
Over the years my passion and dedication for the sport grew,
going to training camps in China multiple times and competing more and more
around the world. Soon enough I discovered the big games, the type of
tournaments/events that happen once every 4 years. Most notable on that list is
the Olympics but also there are The Commonwealth Games, Pan Am Games, and CAC
(Central America and Caribbean games) all of which are once every 4 years
multisport mini Olympic style events. For any athlete the opportunity to
represent ones country at one of those events is a defining moment in their
life. At that moment I knew what I wanted to do and what my goals were, maybe
not so much the Olympics but something much more easily attainable, to
represent Trinidad and Tobago at one of those 4 year major events.
Daily life
Now one knows that as an athlete you need to practice constantly
to get to the high level as well as maintain ones skill. It started off with me
just training 2 days a week on court for 2 hours each time but that quickly
grew into what it is today at 6-7 days a week anywhere from 2-5 hours a day on
court (the odd time more than that). On top of that there is fitness and weight
training that also takes place so tack on another 1-2 hours a day. Upon that
realization one quickly comes to the understanding that the majority of the day
is dedicated to training and does not leave much time for other pleasures in
life. Couple that with the 6 years of university I did to hammer out 3 degrees
and the nightly coaching that I also do, my days pretty much are done before
they start.
Who doesn't like doing multi shuttle |
The love and passion was there and still is that I will
gladly spend my days doing what I need to do in order to try my best to improve
my game. That being said there is a lot of sacrifice to be made, this all
coming from somebody who isn’t even top 200 in the world yet. I will always
make time for those who are important for me and I hate to go months without
seeing my closest friends. Usually that’s what ends up happening however, with
all the traveling and jam packed schedules it makes planning and seeing people
hard. It’s a double edge sword because
sometimes when I do finally have free time I simply don’t want to go out and do
things or see people, I just want to enjoy those few hours to myself and do
nothing. So I do apologize to all my friends that I see once in a while, but at
the same time I thank them so much for all the support and motivation they
constantly provide me to keep pushing forward.
Moving back to Calgary from Vancouver, saying goodbye to my training partners and great coach Darryl (Left) |
There are many days that I wake up and just don’t want to go
train, I don’t want to step on court and hit a shuttle, don’t want to do
footwork or weights. But in the end my passion for it gets me up and down to
the courts. No matter how sore my body is, no matter how much my legs don’t
want to move. Regardless if its -30 outside, pouring rain, or a perfectly sunny
day best spent outside I will be at training doing what I do. “Where there’s a
will there’s a way” those are the words/saying I live by. This is also why I have
it tattooed on my body because it is my motto, my burning desire that keeps me
going every day.
有志者事竟成, "Where there's a will, there's a way" direct translation is a person with determination will succeed |
Am I really
Traveling?
Sometimes I get to experience some amazing moments and see
beautiful things around the world, spending a few days in a country and
actually seeing sights as well as experiencing the culture. Other times all I
see is the airport, tournament venue, and the hotel. From spending a full week
in places such as Vietnam, Japan, New Zealand, French Polynesia (Tahiti) and
others to the complete flip side. In some instances I’ve spent less than 72
hours in a country from the time I landed to time I took off. On average I
spend 4-5 days in a place I go, however most of those days are usually taken up
by practice and the tournament.
In Tahiti, French Polynesia for a tournament |
The last time that I actually traveled on a plane without my
badminton racquets for a vacation was pre 2008. Since 2008 (7 years to date of
writing) I haven’t actually taken a vacation or traveled for “pleasure”, every
time I travel it is for badminton and I carry my racquets with me. At this
present moment in life it is a foreign feeling to travel for a vacation, I have
a hard time justifying it when I could be spending that money and attending a
tournament. That being said I have been to places like Peru 4 times and yet to
see Machu Pichuu, one day I’m sure I will make that trip as well as many others
to see things I want to. A lot of the time I travel alone which while can be
nice it is well rather lonely, not always having people there to share in the
experiences and witness some amazing sights can be a downer (I have had the
opportunity to travel with some amazing people too though). Don’t get me wrong
I love traveling and am happy to experience all that I have and see all I have
seen.
India, Trinidad and Tobago, France |
Trinidad and Tobago team in Venezuela |
I swear that I sometimes spend more time outside of Calgary
traveling than I do in the city some years. But the sad truth is that the 12+
hour flights now feel like nothing and all the shorter ones are just as easy as
getting up and heading to training at this point. The long haul flights give me
time to myself and to relax for a change while jetting across the globe. Its
funny cause to me anything under 5 hours of flying doesn’t feel like traveling
anymore as I’m so use to going transatlantic or transpacific at this point. While
the excitement might not be as profound and hit me hard anymore I still do get
excited to fly and travel the world. I love jumping on a large plane and
setting off on a new adventure. Flying and being on a giant plane will always
have me excited at heart, I love flying on the A380’s now and who can resist
business/executive class upgrades.
Just some of the airline tickets for my travel in 2014 alone |
The Battles in my
Head
It goes without being said that my head can be a
battleground at times constant conflicting points of view and opinions flying
around. “Should I stop badminton?”, “You haven’t won an international match in
a while”, “How could you blow that, it was your match to win”, “I want to train
hard for this”, “I love badminton and this feeling of progressing”, “I’m happy
with how I played”, etc. The stuff that goes through my mind can make a complete
180 degree turn depending on what’s happening. So many things influence it and
make me think about the path I am on as I grow older.
Getting into the zone during warm up before a match. (Photo courtesy of Joseph Yeung) |
I fully understand that this can’t go on forever and there
will be a time to stop and get on with life, join the real world as I so often
joke about it with everybody. I will try and prolong it as long as I can, only
having won a handful of international matches around the world one would think
it is crazy that I still continue to play. I enjoy it too much to just stop
though and even if I was at the very bottom of the world rankings I would still
enjoy it all the same. The war with continue on for a few more years at least,
there’s much more that I have to learn as well as want to learn.
The Hard Truth
I have been given so many opportunities through badminton,
first and foremost I have traveled the world. How many people can say they have
seen at least 50 countries before they were 25 years old? And I still have a
few more years before I’m 30 to increase that number and to keep going to try
and see as much of the world as I can in my lifetime. That aside I know I am
not the top in the world and chances are I never will be, that is not me giving
up from trying (I will always train to be the best) that is just a realistic
look at things. The facts are there and I can see the facts, if I stated
earlier maybe things would have been different or maybe they wouldn’t, maybe I
would be worse or would have given it up already. I fall somewhere in the
middle of it all, I love the sport too much to quit despite my win/loss ratio.
The collection of accreditation badges grows every year |
In reality I will continue with it and eventually will fade
out of competing professionally, there are still a few more goals I have to
accomplish first. Attending one of those every 4 years games (maybe not the
Olympics but hey I will try to say at least I tried to qualify). Playing in a
super series event, even if just in the qualification draw although I’d like to
make it into the maindraw. To qualify for a world championship would be an
amazing opportunity but we will see what happens with that. For now I have my
list and will work towards it over the few years I have left. I have been able
to check off a few, a national title, win an international match, reach top 250
in the world, now I just need to keep setting the bar higher and setting new
goals to go for.
Pan Am Championships, the yearly badminton championships |
My body and mind are good for now but I know they will only
hold out for so much longer. In that time I will experience as much of this
part of my life as I can. It’s not every day you get to say you are a
professional athlete who travels the world for a living. I thank all my coaches
that I have had as well as all my sparing partners locally and around the world
for their contributions to my game and career. Also everybody (friends, family,
fans, etc) who support me through the highs and lows of my career, thank you
for sticking around when I’m happy from a win or depressed from a loss. That’s my
life, in my shoes and through my eyes at least, so I thank you for reading and
getting this small glimpse into my life and thoughts as an athlete.
I loved reading your story, such an inspirational read. The thing is, badminton is your passion, and it makes you happy, so whatever you do for it, it's all worth it, because you do it for yourself in the first place and then for everyone else. I've just discovered badminton for myself. My husband and I started playing just for fun, as a great summer activity, but I realized that my love for it is growing. Now I'm learning more about it and I love it even more! http://www.badmintonwarehouse.com/Badminton-Grips-s/46.htm
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